OK SINCE I'VE BEEN GETTING SO MANY MIXED FEEDBACK ABOUT THE WAY I'VE BEEN
FEELING,I DECIDED TO BLOG MY JOURNEY THRU WHAT SOME ARE CALLING "MY
MID-LIFE CRISIS" WELL I'VE BEEN CALLING IT MY PATH TO TRUE HAPPINESS,NOW
DON'T GET ME WRONG I LOVE MY HUSBAND BUT SOMETIMES LOVE JUST ISNT
ENOUGH,I NEED MORE THAN WHAT HE CAN GIVE ME AND I KNOW THAT IS MY
FAULT.I SHOULD OF FOLLOWED MY DREAMS WHEN I WAS YOUNG ENOUGH TO HAVE
THEM...LOL.SO NOW IM PASSING MY DREAMS AND HELPING PRALINE WITH HERS
DREAMS...NOW ALOT OF PEOPLE DON'T UNDERSTAND AND SAYING "IM FORCING
PRALINE"AND IM NOT I JUST WANT HER TO HAVE A CHANCE I DID'NT HAVE ,AND THE
SOONER I START HER THE BETTER HER CHANCES ARE....I WOULD LIKE TO START
BRITTANY INTO MODELING AS THAT IS HER WISH BUT B/C OF MENTALLY LEVEL ,WE
WILL HAVE TO WAIT A COUPLE OF YEARS...SO FOR NOW BETWEEN STARTING MY
BUSINESS OF CHILDREN'S PARTIES AND BECOMING PRALINE'S MANAGER MY LIFE
WILL BE FULL AND BUSY(HOPEFULLY)I ACTUALLY HAVE A GOAL THAT IS A SECRET
THAT I WOULD LIKE TO FULFILL IN AT LEAST 5 YRS. AS OF NOW MY GOAL BESIDES
THE THE THINGS PREVIOUSLY MENTIONED I'M ALSO ON A DIET AND SO FAR LOST A
TOTAL OF 14 LBS.AND HOPE TO LOSE ANOTHER 40 BY MY BIRTHDAY SO NOW I
DECIDED TO WORK OUT EVERY DAY INSTEAD OF EVERY OTHER DAY...SO WISH ME
LUCK AND IF I MADE THINGS MORE CONFUSED TO YOU,DON'T WORRY I CONFUSED
MYSELF TOO....LOL HAVE A GOOD DAY
